Now since daddy is home and she seems to be recovering (finally) from whatever it was she came down with, all almost seems right in my world.
I'm hearing her sweet voice right now and it touches my heart. I'm filled with guilt thinking I lost my patience so many times last week with this little angel. Her precious little voice is such a sweet, sweet sound and it makes me wonder if that is the sweet sound of our voices God loves so much. When our attitudes are ugly and we are disobedient to His word because of circumstances in our lives we definitely aren't blessing Him, but he loves us still the same. He also doesn't freak out like I did so many times last week, but I know by his loving grace I am forgiven and he is there to help guide me through struggles and help me grow from my mistakes. My goal as a mother and wife is to strive for love and peace in our home, no matter the circumstance. It is definitely a learning process as I encounter new seasons of motherhood, but by the grace of God I know I can succeed.
It is almost nap time and we have not had one meltdown all morning, whoo. I think I might just have a nap when she goes down as well. Or sip hot chocolate and listen to Christmas music while browsing blogs...